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Top albums that came out this year in no particular order.

• Every Time I Die - New Junk Aesthetic
• Tegan and Sara - Sainthood
• Taking Back Sunday - New Again(yes I actually liked it.)
• Brand New - Daisy(yes I actually liked this one too.)
• As Tall As Lions - As Tall As Lions
• Paramore - Brand New Eyes
• Thrice - Beggers
• Death Cab For Cutie - The Open Door EP
• New Found Glory - Not With Out A Fight
• Thursday - Common Existence
• Say Anything - Say Anything

Things I didn’t like about this year

• People making you feel guilty for feeling a certain way.
• Transformers 2(sorry it was garbage)
• Drive by shootings outside the building I work in.
• Not getting the girl I liked(haha oh well…)
• Not going to school in the fall
• Fighting with a close friend…

Things that need to go away in 2010

• Vampires
• Girls that were leg warmers
• the “emo swoosh hair cut” (I’m guilty of this)
• Neon clothes
• egos

When I was 18 and still in high school I used to listen to the album Full Collapse by Thursday every single night on repeat until I fell a sleep.  I miss that doing that a lot.  So I’ve decided to start doing that again.

I found today to be very overwhelming but at the same time very rewarding.  I gave a good friend of mine a gift today.  I think it brightened their day.

The last couple of weeks have felt really strange.

The air is cold out here

I’m the captain, I’m abandoning ship

before it runs aground into shallow waters

oh how I envey you

I’m crushed by guilt.